Thursday, August 11, 2011

~Healed~


~Healed~   

My world was ripped apart 
I was on my knees 
All alone I screamed 
Please God Please!!!   

He heard my cry 
Held me tight 
Whispered to my heart 
"My Child You'll Be Alright"   

Pain in this heart 
No more 
God is the key 
That unlocked this door   

He opened my heart 
Taught me about sin 
Showed me just 
How to come to Him   

Forgiveness is 
How it has to be 
God Commanded it 
Because He loves me   

Jesus is 
Unconditional love 
To be just like Him 
Is what I dream of   

He has shown me 
The way 
It's not all up to me 
I have learned how to love 
Unconditionally   

There is so much more 
To me than my past 
I thank you God 
For showing me at last   

I now have hope 
I never knew before 
My goal is to be 
Like Jesus From the core   

A shattered heart 
He did mend 
I WILL FOLLOW JESUS 
FOREVER AMEN!   

~DawnieBoo~

~Raped But Not Dead~


 ~Raped But Not Dead~

Alive Am I
Without A Doubt 
Tortured & Beaten
But I Got Out

My Body
Taken Over
Controlled
With NO Respect
My Spirit
Broken
Paved Over With Cement

Left Alone
Was I To Die 
With Me Was God
As I Did Cry

Much Time Has Past 
But I Still Cry 
I Miss The Little Girl Was I

Under That Cement
I Still Reside
Chiseling Away
At The Brokenness Inside

Growing Stronger
Day By Day 
Connecting With Life
Along The Way   

Still I Have
A Long Way To Go
Life Is Just Fine
And Then... I Don't Know   

Come A Day There Will
When I Will Be Free   
Maybe Heaven
Will Be Just The Key   

But For Now As I Wait
To Unlock That Door   
Glad Am I
To Live A Little Once More

~DawnieBoo~ January 8, 2003

Friday, August 5, 2011

~Broken~



~Broken~

"Let me out!"
Can't you hear me screaming!?
It's in my eyes 
When I look at you

My soul's in agony
In need of healing
I just can't breathe 
Til I know what to do

Way too much pain 
For this heart💔
Feel like I'm breaking apart

Don't quite know how to BE Living like a zombie
Merely just existing
Too much reminiscing

Feel like I'm losing my mind 
Taking up all your precious time
Don't feel quite good enough
Or that I deserve your love



Oh but you've stood by my side 
It's been such a hellacious ride



When I need you MOST
I push you away 
No matter how hard I try 
You Stay💕

Just don't want to feel this pain anymore...

PLEASE
Find the keys
Unlock this Hell
Help me Battle this inner war





 ~DawnieBoo~ January 2000