~Healed~

~Healed~   

My world was ripped apart 

I was on my knees 

All alone I screamed 

Please God Please!!!   

He heard my cry 

Held me tight 

Whispered to my heart 

"My Child You'll Be Alright"   

Pain in this heart 

No more 

God is the key 

That unlocked this door   

He opened my heart 

Taught me about sin 

Showed me just 

How to come to Him   

Forgiveness is 

How it has to be 

God Commanded it 

Because He loves me   

Jesus is 

Unconditional love 

To be just like Him 

Is what I dream of   

He has shown me 

The way 

It's not all up to me 

I have learned how to love 

Unconditionally   

There is so much more 

To me than my past 

I thank you God 

For showing me at last   

I now have hope 

I never knew before 

My goal is to be 

Like Jesus From the core   

A shattered heart 

He did mend 

I WILL FOLLOW JESUS 

FOREVER AMEN!   

~DawnieBoo~

~Raped But Not Dead~

 ~Raped But Not Dead~

Alive Am I
Without A Doubt 

Tortured & Beaten
But I Got Out

My Body
Taken Over
Controlled
With NO Respect
My Spirit
Broken
Paved Over With Cement

Left Alone
Was I To Die 

With Me Was God
As I Did Cry

Much Time Has Past 

But I Still Cry 

I Miss The Little Girl Was I

Under That Cement
I Still Reside
Chiseling Away
At The Brokenness Inside

Growing Stronger
Day By Day 
Connecting With Life
Along The Way   

Still I Have
A Long Way To Go
Life Is Just Fine
And Then... I Don't Know   

Come A Day There Will
When I Will Be Free   

Maybe Heaven
Will Be Just The Key   

But For Now As I Wait
To Unlock That Door   

Glad Am I
To Live A Little Once More

~DawnieBoo~ January 8, 2003

~Broken~

~Broken~

"Let me out!"

Can't you hear me screaming!?

It's in my eyes 

When I look at you

My soul's in agony

In need of healing

I just can't breathe 

Til I know what to do

Way too much pain 

For this heart💔

Feel like I'm breaking apart

Don't quite know how to BE Living like a zombie

Merely just existing

Too much reminiscing

Feel like I'm losing my mind 

Taking up all your precious time

Don't feel quite good enough

Or that I deserve your love

Oh but you've stood by my side 

It's been such a hellacious ride

When I need you MOST

I push you away 

No matter how hard I try 

You Stay💕

Just don't want to feel this pain anymore...

PLEASE

Find the keys

Unlock this Hell

Help me Battle this inner war

 ~DawnieBoo~ January 2000 

The Coast of Corpus Christi, Tx 2010

Jamaica

4th of July, 2010

Sedaira, Kristen

Sunset

A holy man was having a conversation with the Lord one day and said, 'Lord, I would like to know what Heaven and Hell are like.'
The Lord led the holy man to two doors.
He opened one of the doors and the holy man looked in. In the middle of the room was a large round table. In the middle of the table was a large pot of stew, which smelled delicious and made the holy man's mouth water.
The people sitting around the table were thin and sickly. They appeared to be famished. They were holding spoons with very long handles that were strapped to their arms and each found it possible to reach into the pot of stew and take a spoonful. But because the handle was longer than their arms, they could not get the spoons back into their mouths.
The holy man shuddered at the sight of their misery and suffering.
The Lord said, 'You have seen Hell.'
They went to the next room and opened the door. It was exactly the same as the first one. There was the large round table with the large pot of stew which made the holy man's mouth water. The people were equipped with the same long-handled spoons, but here the people were well nourished and plump, laughing and talking. The holy man said, 'I don't understand.'
It is simple,' said the Lord. 'It requires but one skill. You see they have learned to feed each other, while the greedy think only of themselves.'

Why did Jesus fold the napkin?

Why Did Jesus Fold the Napkin? I never noticed this.... The Gospel of John (20:7) tells us that the napkin, which was placed over the face of Jesus, was not just thrown aside like the grave clothes. The Bible takes an entire verse to tell us that the napkin was neatly folded, and was placed at the head of that stony coffin. Early Sunday morning, while it was still dark, Mary Magdalene came to the tomb and found that the stone had been rolled away from the entrance. She ran and found Simon Peter and the other disciple, the one whom Jesus loved. She said, 'They have taken the Lord's body out of the tomb, and I don't know where they have put him!' Peter and the other disciple ran to the tomb to see. The other disciple out ran Peter and got there first. He stopped and looked in and saw the linen cloth lying there, but he didn't go in. Then Simon Peter arrived and went inside. He also noticed the linen wrappings lying there, while the cloth that had covered Jesus' head was folded up and lying to the side. Was that important? Absolutely! Is it really significant? Yes! In order to understand the significance of the folded napkin, you have to understand a little bit about Hebrew tradition of that day. The folded napkin had to do with the Master and Servant, and every Jewish boy knew this tradition. When the servant set the dinner table for the master, he made sure that it was exactly the way the master wanted it. The table was furnished perfectly, and then the servant would wait, just out of sight, until the master had finished eating, and the servant would not dare touch that table, until the master was finished. Now if the master were done eating, he would rise from the table, wipe his fingers, his mouth, and clean his beard, and would wad up that napkin and toss it onto the table. The servant would then know to clear the table. For in those days, the wadded napkin meant, "I'm finished." But if the master got up from the table, and folded his napkin, and laid it beside his plate, the servant would not dare touch the table, because.......... The folded napkin meant, "I'm coming back!"

Who am I in Christ?

I am searching for who i am in Christ.  I pray that the Lord show me exactly what I need to know, to know who I am in Him.  I pray that He takes away all the negativeness in me and replace it with His Truths.  I can't wait to see what He has to show me and the changes I so desperately desire in myself.  I look forward to seeing the new man, so to speak and burying the old one.  I love you Lord, with all my heart.  In Jesus Name, amen

Dawn